As featured in Holistic Bliss July 2012 Edition, Volume 37

“I never ever thought there would be anything special about me!” Sarah laughs, I just thought I was damaged goods beyond repair! I was just so different! (a little autistic some would say!) and now today I can say, “What if our difference is our brilliance?”

I had never seen it this way before! What if we are all brilliant!

What if as a child we were absolutely amazing, way beyond the comprehension of this reality, and were simply never recognised for the contribution we were trying to be? What if we as children so willingly and excitedly revealed our amazing gifts, talents, and abilities and were then made wrong, bad, and strange for having them! What if the people around us were simply unable to understand and receive us?

So what did we do with these capacities? I am talking about:

• The exquisite joy of contributing to make the world a better place.
• The joy of creating things all day every day!
• The infinite care I had for everyone around me, without wanting anything in return.
• The excitement and wonder of watching nature transform from one season to another.
• The awareness of the beautiful energetic connection we all can have to this Planet.
• The giggles of laughter with my sister that no one else comprehended, because it was an energy we were experiencing together, the togetherness that was pure delight!
• The simple ease of just knowing, just knowing everything! The thoughts in people’s heads! The awareness of what was going to happen next! The freedom to see that all the behaviour around me was mostly insanity!! And that they seemed to be choosing it!!

I thought it was bizarre that they were not choosing to follow the universal energies that were so abundantly clear to me!!

So what did I do with all of these talents capacities and abilities? Sadly I hid them so well I could no longer locate them under the deluges of the wrongness of me. I gave up me and bought into this crazy reality around me! After years of misery, depression, and sadness something else just had to be possible.

I found Access Consciousness® and I would particularly like to acknowledge Gary Douglas the founder, for the massive contribution he is to the world today and for daring to see me before I could see me under the deluge of not me!

So what if it is possible to have so much fun, joy connection, and happiness and total enjoyment of being you in every moment? I am so choosing this! I am glad to be so different! I am now being the contribution to this planet I always just wanted to be.